Feast Day of the Holy Family

To imitate the holy family calls for many sacrfices sometimes beyond our control.
To cause a seperation is an selfish act of personal freedom towards one's infant.
To remain in the "perfect family" with many fine hair line cracks of unhappiness spells doom for those within.

So then which is better?

As i sat among the last few rows of the pews, i pondered to myself, what it means to have the first community a family.

It was never easy to have a family that members truely cared for one another. But it was never easy to begin one anyway. Of which i myself start reflecting on what i desire.

So which is a role model father as thus far?
I would suppose Uncle Francis is the man... Oh well

On top of this my other half is having many problems with home. A dysfuctional home like the latter as mentioned above. When will there truly be love? In what most people call home a place of refuge.

On a side note, My bestfriend and a prick are going through what most people call storming. I wish for the best and do hope i do not lose them.

Its interesting how i find myself in this endless pit of pain right before baptism. LOL~!
*Snigger and laughing at one's pain* What a sadist...