Saturday, September 30, 2006

Anyone to hear me out?

Getting mix feelings today. A bit of joy, love and sadness. It was school, girlfriend and church.

School
Well what can i say, having an interesting law morning with Ms. Pansy Tan. ^_^ Her smiles are nice but when she is neutral, she kinda looks like a prosecutor waiting. Is that how most lawyers look liked? My friend also to some extend have that lawyer look. Oh well! It was a lazy morning with Mr. Ambrose shocking us with his new arrangement in the lecture theatre. It was unique! But sigh nah all in the effort of giving good education. Mr. David Tan? Well, as usual an interesting lecture for an interesting module. It is enjoyable yeah quite saddening when he shared one of stories of his colleague in a SilkAir Crash in 1997.

Girlfriend
Lol! Lugging my bag around to assist my darling in shopping, we had subway, spinelli and old chang kee! All of which were how would i say classy! Lol! Enjoyed this day yup! I guess it is one of those meetings before she leaves for 16 days to Japan. Going to miss her. Sigh*

Church
Well I was late and i am feeling apologetic. It is terrible when i step into that room. Taking into consideration i have only 364 days left, i need to do something about it. People were not giving their best. Distractions were frequent and there was alot of space given. For some, it was music and songs dedicated to their "friends" with little emphasis on Love and God. I wanted to do something but well what can a new member do but just join in the nonsense that was being carried on at the back. The decision made by someone also clearly state that the band and choir are two different entities sharing the same name. That is rather sad. Where is the one parish and one church that God has called out for! I guess my frantic cry for help was eased by the TaiZe chants in the verbist hall parish prayer meet. Greet and heart warming God again comfort me! Well Youth Mass tomorrow with a few task at hand! May God be glorified by the love of his youths in OLPS!

Oh and i think i am losing someone. Is it because of the autonomy of power given to someone or is it God's true gift of counsel that sounds so provoking. Someone has changed. Sigh ......

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